(Source: quote-book)
I wish I was worth something to someone.
I don’t feel special at all to anyone, all I feel like is how worthless I am and how I’m not even worth it for people to fight for. All they do is just push me a side whenever they find someone better than me. I always feel like I’m not good enough.. compared to other people out there. If only I was worth something for once to someone that actually makes me feel special.
(Source: xo-sarahchen, via bubble-tea)
To You.
I kinda just, really want another chance at our friendship.
I can’t even fathom how much different my life is without you in the picture. You legitimately have impacted my life.
I remember, I said to you that it would feel different, looking to the left and knowing you wouldn’t be by my side. And we promised the whole forever thing.
But now, you’re not by my side at all. I know it was my fault. And you gave me a second chance and everything, but I didn’t know how to pick it back up. I couldn’t gather the courage to apologize for being a complete, shit. So I just ran like a coward. And of course, it hurts, but I’ve grown used to the idea. A little.
I just hope you’re doing fine. Well, it seems as though you are. Seriously I just cry tears of joy looking at you. So never mind. I’m just glad you’re doing so well.
I have a tendancy to isolate myself from other people.
I can’t help it. Like I’m physically incapable with communicating with people. When people start talking to me, I get weird. Or I one-word them or say something completely irrelevant because, I get nervous or something. Then they think I’m some crazy person and I just have nothing better to do.
I get overly self consious like someone’s gonna
It takes a lot of time for me to open up to people. Like, a lot.
I don’t know why. Like I’m just so qwerky and awkward. Not the “0mq Yu Gu!zZ3 !’M LyK s000 @wk$!11!!! Like legitamitely awkward.
I hate being so weird. Poooop.
